02.07.03 - 1:58 p.m.

guess where i am? in quesnel! i got here yesterday, it took so damn long! 8 friggin' hours in a car. it was murder. anyway, i'm here now and have just spent the morning riding horses. i'm staying with my friend sarah and her mom, melissa. i call them sis and mom 'cuz their my adopted family.

we had sarah's quesnel friend, iris, over for a sleepover last nite. iris slept with me on the double bed in the library, which is where i'm sleeping 'till sun, and srah slept in her room, as usual.

i'm making lunch rite now, just waiting for the noodles to cook. i tried calling my mom earlier to tell her about the horses but she wasn't home. i tried to call jordan too, he get's back from emory (that's how it's really spelt) today but i guess he hasn't gotten back yet. i'll try again later. i miss him a lot, though.

since our little "episode" in the elevator on fri (the day he left) i don't know what to do. i've never gone this far with a guy and i don't know what to do or how to act or anything. where is our relationship gonna go now?

anyway, enough of my whining. when we were driving to quesnel yesterday, we passed emory creek and then emory campsite! when i call jordan, the first thing i'm gonna say (after i love you and i missed you and all that) is, "i say your campsite! i know where you slept! i saw where you lived!" in my evil voice. then we're gonna laugh and talk about something, anything. i miss hearing his voice. i miss kissing him. i miss talking to him and i just miss him. a lot.

i gotta go know but i'll try and write tomorrow. laterz!

~Dj Mayhem

Currantly listening to: The Sounds of Quesnel!

the past - the future