28.06.03 - 7:46 p.m.

today is a very sad day.

jordan left for emry this morning. my baby is gone and i miss him so much. and he gets back the day after i leave for quesnel! it's not fair!

other than that i had a pretty good day. we had a garage sale this morning and went to a party for my lil sis' baseball team this afternoon. but i kept getting flashbacks of yesterday in the elevator. not flashbacks like seeing anything, flashback of feelings. like remembering how lips lips felt on mine, his hands on my chest, his hips grinding mine. everytime i get those flashback, i feel this surge of heat in my stomach and an almost painful feeling. i don't know what it is.

anyway, other than that, i'm okay. i'm really looking forward to going to quesnel! i miss sarah.

i gotta go but i'll write more tomorrow. byez!

~Dj Mayhem

Currantly listening to: Disturbed "Prayer"

the past - the future