25.06.03 - 5:21 p.m.

crappy day today. me and my baby (jordan) did not get to make out (:-(), i am getting a C- in math for third term (when my 'rents find out *poof* theres goes my freedom) and i got my period (man, i hate being a girl) yesterday so i feel like crap.

i hate my fucking life right now! everything is becoming SHIT! big fat el shit-o. merde. triple merde. merde on a pogoo-stick. no one cxalls me, im doing crap in school, since im getting such crap marks i might get kicked out of the pre-ib program and i worked so fucking hard to get into it, my relationship is not going so good and i have no friends. well, i have some but my friendships are going to pot too. speaking of pot, i was talking to yvonne yesterday...

lols. but i love doing that. like "speaking of bitchy, PMS-ing whores, i was talking to jazz the other day...". hehe. evil is fun. kids make fun of me cuz i'm one of those artsy/poetry freaks who wear pink rhinestone glasses one day and all black with knee-high boots the next. i'm not a goth. i'm a original poet/punk/goth/bookworm.

i wear whatever the fuck i feel like, wish i lived in Bohemian Paris, write poetry, insult people, be sarcastic, read a lot of books no one has ever heard of, argue philosophy (and whatever else i can yell about) and run away from home for hours, go to queens park, listen to angry music, and cry. i would have mad a first-class Bohemian.

sometimes, i wish i lived in the movie Moulin Rouge. doomed love, poetry, cigarettes, booze, sex, passion, dancing, artists, etc. i'm a Bohemian freak, in case you didn't know.

i gotta go. i have a piano rechital in two hours and i have nothing more to write. oh, i forgot to mention, i take hip-hop (dance lessons), musical theatre, piano and im on the improv team. well, i will be next year. gotta go now. untill i write again.

~DJ Mayhem

Currantly listening to: Pearl Jam "Last Kiss"

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