22.06.03 - 10:21 a.m.

hazza! i got in again! yay!

okay, craziness is over.

i am soooo tired. i'm not usually up this early after being up so late last nite. jordan told me to call him before 10 this a.m but i overslept and he called me a few mins ago and woke me up. i must of sounded pretty groggy. earlier this year i got a bit depressed, drank a little too much vodka and went out with my friends. i spilled everything to them, why i was depressed, etc. they totally fucking spazzed on jordan's ass. being my best friend (and sort of lover. i don't know what the word is for what we have. but we haven't gone all the way. we're still virgins.) he got all worried and started calling me to make sure i wasn't gonna go out smashed again. i told him i couldn't meet him at queen's today cuz i was getting a haircut. he went all quiet and said in a kind of scared (?) voice, "how short?". i laughed my ass off and said i was getting a special haircut and he could see tomorrow (which is grad, by the way. not real grad but going into high school grad. im in grade 9). he said huffily that he didn't like surprises but i said he was gonna like this one.

i'm getting my hair layered so it's gonna be all nice for grad tomo. i'm wearing my red dress to grad and black high heels with my new hair and nice makeup. his eyes will prolly fall out out of their sockets! it's gonna be cool. well, i gotta go, i haven't had breakfast yet. and i wanna go back to sleep. bye!

~DJ Mayhem

Currantly listening to: "(I Hate) Everything About You" by Three Days Grace

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