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26.06.03 - 9:13 a.m.
*i can't feel
the way i did before
don't turn your back on me
i won't be ignored!*
god, i fucking love that song! "faint" by linkin park. it's a great song to listen when your pissed off.
*headstrong i'll take you on
headstrong i'd take on anyone
i know that you are wrong
and this is not where you belong*
"headstrong" by trapt. hazza! the beat for it is almost as distinctive as the one for "seven nation army" by the white stripes. i can play that on my clarinet. i am so cool!
lol. i only have half day school today. it starts at 12:30 p.m. if only it always started then...
oh well, i can dream.
i wanna call jordan but i don't know if he's up. according to the last person i called at 10 when we didn't have school, "only freaks like you get up now. normal people are still sleeping. now bugger off so i can get some more fucking sleep. call me back at a *normal* time. *click*. "
i have funny friends. or according to a message jordan left on my machine a couple weeks ago, "freaky friends". he left a message telling me why i should come swimming with him and why i shouldn't leave him alone at canada games pool with "out freaky friends". my dad got the message, cracked up and managed to gasp, "shelby, i think you'd better hear this." it was really, really fucking funny.
*oh where oh where
can my baby be?
the lord took her away from me
she's gone to heaven so i gotta be good
so i can see my baby when i leave this world.*
"last kiss" by pearl jam. very sad song. makes me wanna fucking bawl my eyes out whenever i hear. oh god, here i go.
okay better now. i cry way too much. my dad calls me the human waterfall. i hate crying, especially in front of people but i can't help it. i don't like showing signs of humanity and weakness. weak people get hurt. and i have been hurt too many times.
well, enough of my bitching for one day. i gotta go have breakfast. i'm really fucking hungry. untill later dudes!
~DJ Mayhem
Currantly listening to: Linkin Park "One Step Closer"
